Nothing has changed. I ate very low carb for a few weeks, scale topped out at 279ish. I ditched that. Ate moderate carb. Hovered around 283. Stayed with that. No change.
I don't know what it is, I really don't. YES, I want to be where I was. I just don't seem to have any willpower (desire?) to do it. I don't know if I'll get it back or when, and if I'll end up losing it again. My work has been consuming me for the past couple of years. I don't think that helps. Just when I feel it is good, it goes out of whack. Everything does. Most days I feel like I'm just hanging on, getting through.
Maybe that's how a lot of people feel. I don't know. It's hard to say.