Nothing has changed.  I ate very low carb for a few weeks, scale topped out at 279ish.  I ditched that.  Ate moderate carb.  Hovered around 283.  Stayed with that.  No change.

I don't know what it is, I really don't.  YES, I want to be where I was.  I just don't seem to have any willpower (desire?) to do it.  I don't know if I'll get it back or when, and if I'll end up losing it again.  My work has been consuming me for the past couple of years.  I don't think that helps.  Just when I feel it is good, it goes out of whack.  Everything does.  Most days I feel like I'm just hanging on, getting through.

Maybe that's how a lot of people feel.  I don't know.  It's hard to say.

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